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1. Eh stupid life


Uni is not going as expected. My roomie could be a great friend, but she's leaving in December back to Japan. My class I thought I'd make friends in early makes me want to kill myself because people are so quiet and I start some lame topic that ends in a few lines. I'm also sad that I can't drag my roomie around to freshie stuff since she isn't proficient at English and

Where are my people. I'm really hoping that I can talk more about things tomorrow and people will want a CONVERSATION instead of simply answering my quesetions in the fewest words possible. I'm sorry its boring, but it takes two to tango. Even awkwardly. I've had maybe 3 shallow but decent talks. It's only been 3 days but they just seem so different from me, and I'm not a great conversationalist. Obviously.

Partly is because my friends from before are awesome and I want to find people like them, but goddamned it I can remember what I said that cinched it. I'm out of my comfort zone, and that's good for me. But this food is out of my comfort zone. It makes my stomach hate me and I want to cook because the food isn't good. ;__;



tl;dr I'm wallowing in a bit of self pity and I got to get out of it. Maybe I'll learn from LSP


2. Also, should I sign up for Inception Bang? I would like to! But I've never before and stuff.

3. I'll do a yaoi/BL rec post when I'm ready to wallow in unrealistic porn and feelings to replace my nonexistent life. JK. but about what? No really I'll try harder.

Date: 2012-08-26 07:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] heavenly-rain.livejournal.com
Oh don't worry about making friends, bb... I never made close friends until my 3rd year.
And even then I never made any friends in my own classes... even though it would've been super helpful because I slept through my 2nd year and didn't realise that the 2 hour workshop I had been going to all semester was actually 3 hours long :p

So don't you worry. I'll be with your people soon. :)

Also you should sign up for Inception Bang! I've been contemplating for a week now and I'm about to fill in the form.
WE CAN DO IT :D

Date: 2012-08-27 03:40 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] shiroi-ten.livejournal.com
<3 thanks. I'm going to be ok even if I'm not in a group and your story makes me worry so much less. All my old friends just told me it'd get better and that just made me feel lacking.

XD Hahah I hope you made up the lost hours somehow.

FILLING OUT FORM SOON!

Date: 2012-08-27 06:14 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] heavenly-rain.livejournal.com
Yes... well I survived Uni so it's all good :)

tbh I actually made friends because I was so into anime at the time that I answered an ad in the school classified asking for pple interested in making a club XD

these are the friends I've made for life!
even if I don't watch anime so much anymore :p

AH YES THE FORM. I ACTUALLY PUT IT ASIDE. I WILL. UM. LATER. I AM STILL SCARED XD

Date: 2012-08-27 09:24 pm (UTC)
ext_559841: suspended on silver wings~ (Default)
From: [identity profile] shiroi-ten.livejournal.com
ahahah I'll join clubs and try to not seem like a serial killer. :D

AHAHA form. uhh. that tab...well...SOON. RIGHT?

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