I'm sorry about your family - it sounds really tough :( All kinds of different dynamics going on that just make things worse... I hope things get better soon *hugs*

I love your drawings! They're all pretty though I like the mermaid one best <3 The hair is so pretty!

You should definitely apply for the scholarship! Even if you don't win you'll still have some kickass finished pieces. That sketch looks great - I love the composition.