Damn Rickety Rollercoaster
May. 10th, 2012 10:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
RL stuff I really need to get off my chest under cut! Then fannish stuff. :D
1) I'll be going to school in Salem, Oregon in August! I'm so excited to get away from home. Sadly, its going to cost a lot. And my mother thinks the odds aren't in my favor if I major in bio. Grad school? Even less. All I got from her telling me how broad my bio degree would be, and how i would make the same money if I stayed at home just solidified the idea that she doesn't think I'll make it. My mother has so little faith in me she is trying to "show" me degrees guaranteed a stable job. All these suggestions. I want to quote Loki and say "I do what I want" but I need help paying and I wish I could make life easier, but that's not what I want. Nope. Sorry. Stop telling me I'll be useless if I don't get a Masters. I'll get one.
2) Should I work at Camp Galileo at a Summer Intern (get paid a little) and work with children in an awesome, inspiring environment for 6-8 weeks or go to Hong Kong and Taiwan for 4 weeks with my time bomb of a mom and my awesome brother? They overlap with each other. /SIGH
Pros/Cons of Galileo:
-get paid enough to buy laptop/books/tablet
-work in a great environment-supporting, inspiring, fun(DERP TIME)
-get experience
-stay home with my dad
Pros/Cons of Vacation:
-see my relatives for the first time in 4(?) years
-shop and eat
-hang with my bro and cool cousin
-deal with a stressed out mother
-spend lots of money traveling
I am torn. My mother is a handful. /0\ After her talk she asked me why I was crying. Because I was angry? Maybe because you just told me you don't support my life choices and don't have faith in my "unrealistic" dreams. Galileo makes me want to be with all the awesome kids and people. But family... /headdesk
3) Going to see Jay Park on the 25th! It cost me a ton, and I am missing part of a banquet but my friend loves him. XD
4) Google is hosting a free kpop fest at the Shoreline!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ATTENDING
5) Challenges! I am signed up for Sherlock Reversebang and Inception Reversebang. YAY!!!
6) AVENGERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I went on the premiere night. SO WORTH IT GAIZ. I can't even. I am just overflowing with love. ALL THE HEARTS.
BOOTYPEST.
7) submission I made for a challenge and never got done.../0\
1) I'll be going to school in Salem, Oregon in August! I'm so excited to get away from home. Sadly, its going to cost a lot. And my mother thinks the odds aren't in my favor if I major in bio. Grad school? Even less. All I got from her telling me how broad my bio degree would be, and how i would make the same money if I stayed at home just solidified the idea that she doesn't think I'll make it. My mother has so little faith in me she is trying to "show" me degrees guaranteed a stable job. All these suggestions. I want to quote Loki and say "I do what I want" but I need help paying and I wish I could make life easier, but that's not what I want. Nope. Sorry. Stop telling me I'll be useless if I don't get a Masters. I'll get one.
2) Should I work at Camp Galileo at a Summer Intern (get paid a little) and work with children in an awesome, inspiring environment for 6-8 weeks or go to Hong Kong and Taiwan for 4 weeks with my time bomb of a mom and my awesome brother? They overlap with each other. /SIGH
Pros/Cons of Galileo:
-get paid enough to buy laptop/books/tablet
-work in a great environment-supporting, inspiring, fun(DERP TIME)
-get experience
-stay home with my dad
Pros/Cons of Vacation:
-see my relatives for the first time in 4(?) years
-shop and eat
-hang with my bro and cool cousin
-deal with a stressed out mother
-spend lots of money traveling
I am torn. My mother is a handful. /0\ After her talk she asked me why I was crying. Because I was angry? Maybe because you just told me you don't support my life choices and don't have faith in my "unrealistic" dreams. Galileo makes me want to be with all the awesome kids and people. But family... /headdesk
3) Going to see Jay Park on the 25th! It cost me a ton, and I am missing part of a banquet but my friend loves him. XD
4) Google is hosting a free kpop fest at the Shoreline!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ATTENDING
5) Challenges! I am signed up for Sherlock Reversebang and Inception Reversebang. YAY!!!
6) AVENGERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I went on the premiere night. SO WORTH IT GAIZ. I can't even. I am just overflowing with love. ALL THE HEARTS.

7) submission I made for a challenge and never got done.../0\
