Sum total of the spaces between us

1. Eh stupid life
( rl stuff )


tl;dr I'm wallowing in a bit of self pity and I got to get out of it. Maybe I'll learn from LSP


2. Also, should I sign up for Inception Bang? I would like to! But I've never before and stuff.

3. I'll do a yaoi/BL rec post when I'm ready to wallow in unrealistic porn and feelings to replace my nonexistent life. JK. but about what? No really I'll try harder.

RL stuff I really need to get off my chest under cut! Then fannish stuff. :D

( Shtuff )
5) Challenges! I am signed up for Sherlock Reversebang and Inception Reversebang. YAY!!!

6) AVENGERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I went on the premiere night. SO WORTH IT GAIZ. I can't even. I am just overflowing with love. ALL THE HEARTS.
BOOTYPEST.

7) submission I made for a challenge and never got done.../0\

I just need to mope. Here shall be my damp, dark, moping corner where my head is prime mushroom growing space.


( Cut for rabling run on sentences )

1) Thank you for the lovely birthday wishes and gifts! I'm so lucky to have had such a good year in fandom. You guys make me so happy. <3 I had a rather expensive tapas/sushi dinner where I had decent sashimi (my love) but the ice cream was very good. Green tea and black sesame goodness! I would post a picture but...LJ is being stupid and its on my brother's phone. xD

2) Today is the first day of a two day tournament. I can only lost one out of 5 rounds to qualify for the "go round" since I doubt I'll win all 5 and autoqualify...then I have to debate in the go rounds and win and I WILL BE ON THE BUS TO THE STATE TOURNAMENT. Its my last year and I'm the varsity chair and I didn't go last year but I didn't do that well today after bombing my second round to a bad debater but I CAN DO THIS. I HAVE MY PRIORITIES SET. jaklg;jhaljg /endattempttopsychselfup

3) I have my last state qualifying debate tournament so I won't be that active but AFTER I shall have lots of art! There is...Arthur in shorts, Dean/Cas, and Arthur/Eames snuggling in chibi form. AND  in one of the rooms there was THIS CHIBI OF CASTIEL AND IT SAID "CASTIEL WAS HERE" and I just about flipped out....sadly the picture is...not on me....but I'll post it soon. :)

4) LEGEND OF KORRA APRIL 14th!!! I don't have the channel and I have a wedding to be at by 5pm but I'll be damned if I don't watch it at 11am. I am more for Korra than Game of Thrones. I want to wait until its all out. Oh the drama of waiting for a new episode of TV...

:) New layout and icon. Also, I want to use "sith" in a sentence. Its Shakespearean for "since" AND ITS BEAUTIFUL. <333 I also keep on thinking in anons and shalls. because they are pretty. and 'tween and 'twixt and umbrage as shadow. Also because they are fun to say.

cut for rl shiznits and stress relief. tl;dr warning
( cancer trigger? also unhappies )

( JFC I love words. I want to bury myself in words.  )
I'm sorry there is nothing :D really, but my nails are this amazing brown/taupe color that goes with red and purple so well and it is beautiful. Its Essie's mink muffs. <333 not my fingers btw. Since I have stopped playing piano my thumb has shrunk so its not a 6.5 almost 7 anymore and my ring is huge and flies off if I am too enthusiastic. Its a trinity ring of horrible worksmanship I bought in Taiwan and I adore it. lol mom, I've gotten skinnier! My fingers! have lost muscle mass! mom"..." *pokes my tummy* But actually I haven't seen her in weeks and I have...no idea how she is.

Here, a gif. :) Tell me happymaking things?

1) Oh wow RL Stuff

( derpderpderp )

2) Steven Brust Owns a Part of Me.
( TIASSA COME TO MEHHH )

3) Superhero Movies~~
( Oh Manly Tears )

4) Art
TEAM ANGST GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! To practice I've drawn angsty Victorian/idek era Arthur staring forlornly at his glass of wine as a chibi. To rev up my skillz I've practiced some pretty boys in different styles. I may get some use out of my Twitter account, and hopefully with collab with cool people and read lots of good fic and liven up my summer. WALLOW IN THE SEA OF BEAUTEOUS TEARS.

I have had a ridiculous week, and need some time to process it before I cram in some homework before going to school tomorrow.
( Ups and Downs of My Week )

So back to homework with some GOOD MUSIC.
To the point, I wanted to share them with you--
www.youtube.com/watch

Here is a rant. Pay no mind.
( piles of stuff to doooo )

ok here is the stress relief fanart in the form of Tom Hardy's liiiips. Yes his eyebrows are like wtf.
and Fake Plastic Trees on repeat which is JUST as helpful as Lost Cause on repeat. *headdesk*

I've been lazy. =.=

I have a speech to revise and right now it is a stinking pile of SHIT. I have coaching tomorrow, and I have to submit it on Friday. And perform it on the 29th. and I need to write cases for my debate thingie by sunday. btw, i love inceptionkink promts. WHY? THEY GAVE ME A HS DEBATE FIC!!!!! *hearteyes* I am a debator through and through...heheh. Sadly, they are in the Midwest while my Pacific League is super crazy awesome but yeah. :)

I think I will submit some art for the reverse bang! and I have no idea how to link stuff and tiles and the like if you hadn't noticed by now.

I am going to draw Chav!Eames, i PROMISE. my muse left me in class and i have some models so it will turn out well. IT WILL.

and here is some kpop. :) live! hahah. his voice is really not that bad.